First of all, I wish I was dating someone (ONLY BECAUSE) I'm really fucking cold at night, and two bodies are warmer than one. Maybe it just means I should plug in my damn space heater. Yeah, yeah, alright guys.

I've just spent a good portion of my evening listening to Pandora, reading your entries and eating breakfast at the Horseshoe (only after a ( Read more... )

My Mountain Goats radio station on Pandora is great. I don't know how to spend my days. Without errands to run, or friends to hang out with, I feel like I've got nothing. Last night was really tough. I just want everyone I know to stop moving so fast. I'm getting soup with Kim now, see you all soon.

So we got home safe, and now I find my comfort from my friends, not lovers. Everything in Bellingham is dumb, everyone is breaking up with my friends, and Katy said it right: Don't they see what they have with us women? We're great, you're right. We just need to believe it. Why is that the hard part?

We left at three in the morning, he just getting off work, and I on two hours of sleep. We listened to Penny Arcade podcasts of  a DND game being played; something for him to drive to. One named his character Jim Darkmagic. By Seattle I still couldnt sleep, and we made it through a detour into downtown and back onto the freeway just in time to ( Read more... )

I've been feeling lonely for so many of my friends. This week I started (and finished) the menu boards for the Anker Cafe (the owner, Bill, reminds me a lot of Robert: full of great ideas, does not follow through with a single one). So I wrote the menu boards for him. They're not the best thing I've ever done, but I feel like a little bit of ( Read more... )

The skin is composed of two main parts: the dermis and the epidermis.

Odd to think that the piece of you I know best is already dead. The cells on the surface of your skin are thin and flat without blood vessels or nerve endings. Dead cells, thickest on the palms of your hands and the soles of your feet. Your sepulchral body, offered to me in the ( Read more... )

"Just ask Denise
whose family taught her when she came into this world
that Family equals Love
so Denise took that seriously
but after a lifetime of craving acceptance from their cruelty
she now finds herself jamming Polaroid pictures of these people into a typewriter

and pounding ( Read more... )

 I make statements. I make statements when I am emotional ( Read more... )

I'm planning a trip just to leave with Robert. I think we both need it.

Ran into James H. and spoke with him for an hour and a half on N. Forest at one in the morning. It was good.

I wish I could be more of a support.

My car will cost $850 to get fixed. I bought it for $1,400.

Them ladies are back. Only really seen Katy. Ryler is gone.

Wrote a poem today that I liked.

Things are moving.