frazzled... life is about to happen to me

[k_squeeks]

It's to late to change the future, life is about to happen to me and all I want to do is run and hide. Without Aaron I would be a wreck! He's such an optimist and I really need that in my life. Our up bringings were so diffrent. It wasn't until I got pregnant that the word "family" even really meant anything to me. I don't want to say my parents

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[ex_karthwyn]

katie, as long as you're worrying about whether you'll be enough for your kid, you more than likely will be, and then some. Because you're aware of what he needs, and all he'll have for you, especially as a little tiny creature, is love. Just love him as much as you can as often as you can and dont hide it. Everything will be ok.
You're learning what family should feel like. Well, what ideal family feels like. And it never again has to feel like it did to you before aaron and the baby came into your life. I know its a little hippie of me to say "all you need is love" but really, thats what binds a family together. And missing aaron's family? thats a wonderful thing, too, because it means you've got EXTENDED family and immediate family!
Life is happening to you. And you're creating it. from what i hear, while stressful, its very fulfilling.
(and john and i are trying to move towards earlier shifts. i'm happy to come over and play with the little guy if you need me to for a while if uncle shay needs a break or four.)

[tobiusbeecher]

hi friend. sorry it's so hard for me to keep in contact, but i try! from reading this, reading that you're in michigan right now, hopefully we can talk when you get back to the Tenn. things are going well in the Nash, hope things are equally good in the Knox. let's chat soon!