i'm just having one of those.......everything breaks down moments...not even that everything is going bad just you wake up *literally* and realize you hate how your life is going. Your disappointed in you and your actions and the way you have fooled yourself into having it together. one of those feeligns where you just want the reasurance of what ( Read more... )

ummm i love you guys thanks for making this break just.....the best it could be you're all amazing

quote:P8NTBALLFR3AK69: i saw some plad stuff and it reminded me of u
hee that's why i like that boy he makes me smile

Question: Why can't you let me know?

so i had this really long entry written out from last night but i wanted to add some stuff and os i did and then my internet died ahh i was so mad stuid everything freezing ( Read more... )

OKay well....I have the most amazing friends anyone could ever ask for ( Read more... )

that's it...........he really doesn't love me...........i thought i knew it but i didn't i really didn't until it jsut hit me..... i can't believe it it's over it really is i was so tupudi i just kept thinikning maybe....he cared at least a little......and fucking a the messages i left him he never even listened to so i worried and worried and ( Read more... )

i walked into aft er feeding the homless with such high hopes i had decided i'd say what i needed to say and i figureed maybe i'd start crying but it would be okay.....ya and i said about half and.......even that in the words of megan and i **whoosh** *hand motion* ::sigh:: i'm 16 wtf this is so stupid .......

So today was awesome like seriously woke up and couldn't fall a sleep that kinda sucked and i was very puzzled how my light got turned off to but oh well. maybe i sleep walk ( Read more... )

I love you guys

lol i attempted a journal entry last night but ended up going into to much detail and figured i'd embarras and make some people feel bad so i didn't post it, it was for me to remember anyways ( Read more... )

Holiday Party = wednsday at like 8 because i'll be off of work then umm bring food if you waant YAY invite people but if i don't know them ask firt and yay i'm excited! let me know if you wanna come or w/e please lol okay sweet