ugh, you! you need to either get in here full force or stop teasing us with your presence. it's just not nice. I AM SERIOUS, TOO. >:O see. lmao aw i'm kind of drunk, sorry. but seriously. JUST DO IT, GUY.
Okay, I'm not any less drunk but all the better, because I am too cautious when I'm sober. I don't know what it is either, I really don't. I don't think I knew you before Gwyneth, because I'm sure at some point she put ~*ADD GUY BERRYMAN~* in her journal, so I did. Whatever, right. I have absolutely no idea what propels me to comment your dead journal or nudge you (when I could, you bastard disabler) but hey, I'm a believer of all things happening for a reason. Kind of a go with the flow kind of lady, if you don't mind. I'm not much for paragraphs though, as you can probably tell. Fuck Chris :) Chris isn't going to show up so long as Gwyn's dating someone else anyway. Or maybe he will because there's an active you. He's a pretty popular guy, why wouldn't someone try to be him at some point. In any event, who cares? Do you need him to interact with and propel your creativity, or are you alright with that on your own? In the latter case, I'll be happier. By the way, here's that comment you mentioned. It was easy to find cos I posted the
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aww you're such a doll. i'm sorry baby. i was just a fucking mess this afternoon, honestly. it was everything i could do not to start crying somewhere rather inappropriate for that kind of bullshit. i love you a lot. i don't know about tonight hahahaha i'm kind of drunk. :[
well, i'll catch you one of these days when you're not drunk then, girl. hopefully that'll even be this weekend. but hey, no crying, okay? i love you too, girlstuff.
i love you too, and to be totally honest clay, i don't really know if it will about him. it was way different than anyone realises. sdgfsdfasf though come to think of it i think you are one of the few who knows. but yeah, i don't think this will get better, i just need to learn how to cope with it.
I know. I didn't mean it'd get easier that way, but you do feel better when you find a way to cope. I want to say more, but I think my brain abandoned me and ran off to San Francisco or something, no wonder I ramble so much! You know I'm always here, though.
i hope you'er right! i am so so tired of this emotional shit, it's just not me! hahaha i think my brain went with yours (what a surprise) so I am not at all offended don't worry. i love you so much, and i do know that. thank you, baby.
It does get easier with time, but nowhere near as quickly or as easily as we would like it to sometimes. I admit, I hate knowing that you're hurting this much, and I'd gladly take it all away for you if I could. But I am not tired of hearing about it, and I will be here for you for as long and as much as you want me to be. I love you, Kate.
is that a new icon?? to be honest with you, like clay, i really don't think this will get easier, i just have to learn how to cope with it somehow. i knew no one i was really close with would like this entry much but it was something i had to write with how i was feeling at the moment. thank you baby, i wish you could take it away because that would be amazing. sigh. thank you thank you, you're such a doll, and i am so grateful to have you in my life, i really am. thank you baby. <3
No, I don't use it a lot though. Only on certain people. I know. It feels like that now. But tomorrow will be a little better, and you'll have plenty of bad days to come but they will eventually get further apart. It just sucks that you have to go through all of them to get to that point. I am just as grateful if not more. And Cannes is almost over so I will see you soon :-*
ohh, i'm certain people? i think i like that. haha, sigh. maybe. we'll see, i guess. that's all i can summon to say. thanks babe, you're so sweet. i'll see you then. :*
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