Whhooo bored O_O

hmm lots of shit going through my head...... Sometimes I wish i could be just a normal kid, why does it have to be so painfull just to get up and say "Hi" or even wave to someomone? Simple things like wispers put me on guard, praying to god that I wont get made fun of or put on the spot light..hmm ...I supose you could say im the outcast of the ( Read more... )

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I start thinking of things that have happened and things my parents say... things from the past keep poping up in my mind and i cant let go of them no matter how hard I try. Mabye its beacuse I never told anyone, but I could never do that. >.> God, why cant the momories just go away? I always cry when I think of it and its kind of hard to hide

I hate you all and will no longer be posting here. Good day.

Head is still hurting but now I have sharp and dull pain...yay ;-; On a happier note I passed the distrect exam and math for this quarter. Not sure about that other classes though.

So, a few days ago I relized that a few people I had once called friends care nothing about me. All one of them does is ask me for things and come over to eat and play games on the PS2. what a bitch -_- And I refuse to comment on the other 2 people. Also my dad has been acting weird lately. I would rather not say anymore about that.

Have you ever noticed how kids make big deals out of nothing? Like getting your hair cut or going out with someone. "TONY IS GOING OUT WITH KASSY AHHH!"" ...-_- fucking retarded kids...

My head hurts. Im light headed. I hate my family. Im tired of thease dreams. Im starting to fail schhol. Woo hoo! Looks like my life is heading down hill!

So I have had a headache for over a week now, pain i the ass. mom thinks it might be a metal thingy in my head thats tweaking out a nerve >.> and we might move soon somewhere the old bat will be down stairs and we will be up so she dosant wake us up in the middle of the night saying someone is trying to kill her ( Read more... )