so today was .... crappy ..... i got a call at work from cookie and she was crying she was in so much pain .... she was at orlando regional medical center ... i freaked ..... i walked pasted like 5 different customers not careing if i lost my job walked in to a back room where i could talk and talked for like 3 min to see if there was anything i ( Read more... )

still nothing really going on in life ... working on getting a car to go places again .... my aunt made a comment that i'm never home .... which ti tell the truth i'm pretty much not .... i'm either working or out playing ..... susan (jose's wife) beat me once again in magic .... then i lost to gary ..... which kinda sucked but every one around me ( Read more... )

so i've begun to wonder am i making a difference or am i Skrewing with reality with my morals ...... "The Chaos Theory" a moth flaps its wings once and causes a tsuami in japan is that what i'm doing by interfearing with peoples lives letting them see me and my life and my morals and how i feel people should be treated ... and i fucking up ithe ( Read more... )

i still have no life no car and no money .....

ka0s

OK this is an update ! uh ....... nothing is going on .... thats why there hasn't been any updates in the journal ... there updated ^.^

Ka0s

so those who are reading this ........... and those who shall remain nameless .... get over your trust issues or go to hell ... i'm not like everyone else in the world ... and i never shall be ....

Ka0s

so those wishing my death have failed again ! i'm still alive ... but tossed back into the stone age at home ... :: sighs :: no power. ... tree's on power lines ... bleh ..... its killin me and i smell like gas ...... mom wanted gas for the chain saw to cut the tree's then got told not to cuz progress has to do it because of where they are ! ( Read more... )

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