Title: Worries
Genre: Romance & Fluff
Pairing: Yoosu
Length: One-shot
Rating: G
Summary: [ok i really have no idea for this one... Just read it!]
I winced when I felt the something brush against my wound. I was trying to focus on the wall before me, without looking at my arm. Slowly and painfully, he put some disinfecting on it making me cry loudly.
“Stop whining” Junsu said while searching for a bandage
“Ah! But it hurts!” I complained
“You're the one who go into a fight, deal with it”
I let out a sigh knowing he wouldn't listen to any of my argument. Finally, he put his thing away. I glanced at my friend. The dim light in the apartment was hiding his expression. I couldn't quite tell what he was thinking. It was the 3rd time I came back in this state. Every time he would welcome me at his place, but it always resulted of a week of sulking.
“You can sleep on the couch tonight” he said while heading to his own bedroom
“Junsu, wait”
I stood up and went after him. I grabbed his shoulder to make him face me.
“What's wrong Su?” I asked
“There's nothing wrong. I'm just tired” he said without looking at me
Ok. Now I know that he is mad at me.
“Su, I'm so-”
“Yoochun, stop it” he said releasing himself from my hold
Without a word, he entered the room, leaving me alone right here. Once again the love of my life turned his back on me. And whose fault is it? Mine...
Two weeks after that night, Junsu kind of stop ignoring me. I was now waiting on a bench at the park where we were supposed to meet. He told me we had to talk. To be honest, I'm not really sure if it's a a good thing or not. Junsu and I had known each other for years. The first time I talked to him was because I needed a pencil for an exam. After that, it was an eraser. Sadly, the teacher saw me asking something to him and he thought we were cheating. We ended up we one week of cleaning duty during the vacation. It was really horrible, but at least we bonded during that time. We started hanging out after that and I knew I could always count on him. Every time I get in trouble(and God knows it happens often) he's always the first one I go to. But now...What if he's getting tired of it? Maybe I'm too pushy. I don't want him to hate me, I want him to love me, but all I do is bothering him for help
“Yoochun?” someone said getting me back on earth.
I quickly stood up, looking for the owner of the voice. I smile when I saw Junsu standing beside the bench.
“Hi!” I said
“Hey... So do you want to come to my place? It's kind of cold today” he said sheepishly
I nodded and we headed to his apartment. There was an awkward atmosphere between us the whole way. After about 20 minutes we had reached the building and we were now sitting in his living room. We sat at each opposite of the couch and I swear I never felt this uncomfortable with Junsu. I started looking around waiting for him to break the silence. It was probably the first time I come here without being drunk or something. I was absorbed in the observation of the deco when I heard a small cough. I turned my head and Junsu finally started speaking.
“There's something I want to tell you...” he said taking a deep breath “Yoochun, I can't do this anymore”
I felt something die inside me. He looked into my eyes and I broke the contact immediately. It wasn't right.
“I'm tired and sick of always worrying about you” he continued “ You're just troublesome and I just care so much about you...”
He stopped talking and I noticed tears were rolling down his cheeks. The first thing that came to my mind was to hold him. I got closer to him and embraced him, trying to soothe him. Slowly he put his arms around me, clenching his hand on my back.
“Stop worrying, Chun” he said sobbing
“I'm sorry” I whispered
After a while, he pulled back and looked at me with puppy eyes and pouty lips.
“You know I love you?” he said
“Yeah”
“Do you love me, Chun?”
As an answer, I closed the gap between our lips, tasting him for the first time. A soft shiver went trough my whole body, confirming what I already knew. I love that guy. I pulled back few second later with smile on my mouth. He smiled back before saying:
“Just stay by my side. If you're with me I won't worry anymore”
“It's not like I planned of leaving you because...”
I pecked his lips and continued:
“Because I love you”
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Ooooh~ Crappy ending~
Hehe~ Anyway I hoped you enjoyed it~ It was write in one evening so....yeah
Thanks for reading!!!
I love you all~ ! :D
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