i love you oh so very much, don't get me wrong.
i just don't feel right lately.
i hate to say it, it's not you it's me.
i'll snap out of it soon though, be patient.
i love you!

i don't care how long this takes.
i'm absolutely determined.
i'll get back into this, one way or another.

*gasp* i love my boyfriend.
he puts up with a lot. :)

i absolutely hate my goofy smile. lol.
and by goofy i mean ugly.

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and i am going to sleep.

stupid work at 6...

it's just who i am.

one of these days you're going to miss me wanting you around so much.
because the person you're forcing me to be can leave and let go without any feeling.
i hope you realize that.

the end.

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