it's unfair and feels weird

[kaarlo]

now this is going to be a bit weird, but bear with me on this

Comments

[soanos]

Silly fox. you shouldn't feel guilty for the good things you have.
I know you are a compassionate person, and would like to help.
Sometimes it is beyond our ability and we get frustrated because
we just can't do anything to help our friends.

Don't worry about me, at least. Life kicks me in the head and
I'll carry on. My skull is pretty solid. And I am by no means
an angel either. :P

You are not evil, quite the contrary. You have a lot of good in you,
that is why the world may feel alien to you.

There should be more people like you in the world, I think.

*hugs tight*

[kaarlo]

yes indeed, it's just that sometimes i get the strange feeling that heart of rock would be an easier thing to cope with than a golden want, if you catch my drift.

funnily enough, the comment about me being evil, wasnt selfpity as such, it was more like the fact that society cannot consider a person that hates children (well hate is a powerful word but it is pretty close to it), can be obnoxiously drunk (and will be for that matter) and curses a lot isn't considered good person in any way.
Shows how much they know *chuckles*

oh and *hugs tight*

[soanos]

Well, those are just minor things to me. :)
I have those same vices (except for the swearing, bad memories about that). :P

I know you well enough to say you are a good friend.