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Want to blog but am constantly afflicted with writer's block
When I'm faced with a blank screen I go blank. I have all these thoughts and ideas in my head but can't seem to get them out on the canvas, or text field. Why is that?Tonight I watched House and it was about this woman who blogged everything, her fights with her significant other, what she ate, all of her decisions, just about everything. I ( Read more... ) -
Than vs Then - e Learn English Language
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Mood log
Ok, so I've been suffering the worst bout of depression I've ever experienced my entire life and that's saying something since I've had major depression since puberty hit me.
This log is to mark down the moments when I'm not wallowing in utter dispair and grief and what it was I was doing at the time that I managed some relief.
Watched "The Gorilla ( Read more... ) -
End of an Era
5:28pm MST July 14, 2009 Dr. Roy M. Kropinak M.D. (my dad) passed away ( Read more... ) -
Heartbreak and devestation
So. I was dating a guy for a couple of months and grew to really like him, ok I fell in love with him... But he broke up with me Thursday. He said I was too needy. He also said that he had concerns about a future with me such as having kids because I didn't clean my cat litter box often enough.
Needless to say I'm heartbroken. So Friday I called ( Read more... ) -
fuck
Well...now the sense of loss, emptiness, hollowness, dispair part of my grieving has taken full hold. I was supposed to return to work yesterday. I didn't. I was supposed to be "working from home" today. I didn't. I can't sleep, I cry all fucking night. Jesus, this is awful.
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Well...it's finally over
Payton Whitaker passed away at 5:55pm March 20, 2009.
Clearly this didn't end well.
I've really not got the energy right now to type up the details of his demise, I'm going to refer you all to fruitylips ' lj and taarna 's lj postings for information on what we're doing.
I'm sorry this post isn't more informative, I'm tired.
KAM
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Sorry haven't posted in a while
I've been busy. Ok, not really, I've been tired.
Zippy's progress: goddamned slow
After the extreme dip from the last surgery (last posting) he came back around, took about 3 or 4 days for all his stats to balance back out again. And he stayed pretty stable like that for a while. They repositioned one of his drains, upsized his biliary drain, and ( Read more... ) -
Still alive
Still alive!!
Severely acidotic, jaundiced, collapsed right lung, hematocrit around 17 and refusing to come up, bleeding through all drains again, and badly bloated. . . But by fucking god STILL ALIVE!!!
And damned anyone who wants to give me the speach about preparing myself for the worst.
It not over till it's over dammit!!!
Posted via LiveJournal. ( Read more... )
