Ugly? : ...thanks

Kind? : arent kind, nice, and sweet the same thing? so..jeff, carol, kuch, jim, dylan, peter, george..the list goes on and on

Loud? : Del..thats easy

Shy? : Danielle for a while

Weird? : everyone. mostly megan and peter

Selfish? : me! lol

Ghetto? : Sia

Crazy?: Dylan, Megan, Peter

Nice? : Jeff, Carol, Kuch, Dylan, Peter...everyone

Mean? : ( Read more... )

kyle im sorry.

i hate this. i am so sick of this. my "friend" kyle saw my last post. he freaked out on me, he said hes done trying..he doesnt want anything to do with me. this is too fucking hard. i dont know where i ever went wrong, why im so fucked up. but i just...cant seem to keep myself happy anymore. i did do one thing today that im proud of...

...i called ( Read more... )

lately...i have seen no point in living. i've felt this way before, but this time, its worse. i see no point in ANYTHING i do. and i dont want to live anymore. i dont want to wake up tomorrow. or the next day. or the next day. i dont want to go on another year. i wish i could end this before the new year. but i cant. im too scared. my cuts have ( Read more... )

"Uno, Dos, Tres, Crocodile, Chinko...uh oh.!"

...that is all...

jim about....25 seconds ago: i dont like eating heartattacks..they dont taste good...

hmm...bet you get a kick out of that one audrey! lol

if u go...i go

this will be a real quick entry..

last night carol and denise came over...we wanted to get drunk...but new beginning practice was "private" ...damn new drummer... so we went and walked about...to find ryan. first i saw nick, i didnt think i was ready to hang out with him yet, so i just waved and kept walking. but then i stopped to put my hood up [ ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. :o( :o( here. i accually had a pretty good time tonight. i saw Mike...which was just great...cause its great everytime i see him. and when he hugged me goodbye...i thought things might accually start to be something with me and him. I wasnt thinking about fucking Chelsea..ugh. Shes ugly. i hate saying it because i know people will ( Read more... )

mall with mike tonight :o)