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[kabuki_man]

hhhhmmmm life is reallly wird right now...i dont know what to think and im not sure ill sleep tonight...me and my "girlfriend" had a huge talk tonight...the hardest talk ive ever had in my life...i did most the talking....things r changing ...i do really hope that when the time comes the Lord will bring us back together.....it just wasnt fair for

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[bemysuperman88]

I know that God is in this...I don't want to lose you.

hey!

[bemysuperman88]

I was glad that all that I've been saying has actually kicked in...but I didn't know what to think about you saying it to me..lol! I realize that you need some space...but I really don't know how much this is going to change unless we back away some. I hate to have to tell you that. You will always be my best friend and it's going to be hard for me not to get jealous of you when you hang out with other girls. I have to say that I still wouldn't be comfortable with you going to the beach with that girl and her family...if other friends were going that knew her also and it wasn't just her I'd be fine with it. But..that's over now. This doesn't mean that you are going to give up on me .. does it?? I mean you are still going to wait on me...right? I didn't sleep well thinking about this all night...I couldn't get you off my mind...I don't understand why things have to be this way...but I've got to give you some time and space in order to let you gain trust back and there is a saying...if you love something so much let it go and see if it

[bemysuperman88]

hey well..i thought last night went well...i had fun..hope you did too... did i do okay..? I odn't really know how to act around you...I tried just to be myself...and a friend...and not mind your business too much...which is really really really really really really....... HARD! I just don't want you to make any mistakes...will you do me a favor? Will you get Carson to help you come up with some guidelines for your life....from who you hang out with to who you'll marry to what you watch and so on.. I came up with some and it has relaly helped me. I just don't cross those guidelines and everything is great...happy dandy...yay! N'WAY I'll see you Wednesday...you'll hopefully call me before then. Is there a reason that you haven't been calling?? just wondering... tootles and talk to you later. muah!