I'm empty ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had to keep my promise to take Renee to Ann Arbor. Despite the fact that I need to find my other boots (my favs are worn in considerably) we had a good time. At borders they almost got my coffee wrong but I did find out that I have a bunch of borders money to spend. Almost $30 ( Read more... )

Precious and fragile things ( Read more... )

I shouldn't let you in.

Trouble, sweet sweet trouble.

Is it too early to guess

that you'll hurt me too?

I know he is nothing

Your touch
Your kisses
Your smile

Help me forget my pain
Help me forget what he's done to me

Hold my cold hands
But don't let me fall

Not again...
Not again...
Not again

The opening band was Mindless Substance(Not MSI), or something like that. The band members were tall and lean, and they performed under green stage lights that made the paint on their bodies look like tattoos. I was mesmerized by their clothes, and I kept swearing that the singer had on a tattoo shirt. Their music was good too, Finally! A good ( Read more... )

I don't know what's on the back of that truck
in front of me

But I hope whatever it is falls
and crushes me

The white coats will rush in to
fix my broken body

While they're in there
maybe they can fix my mangled heart too

Jen said to keep myself busy instead of thinking about it, but I have found that I do much of my thinking before and after I go to bed and while driving. It is then that I can't escape my thoughts, and it's even worse during work ( Read more... )

I've stopped myself from writing about our conversation three times now. I'll just say that things are fine again and I'm glad that I didn't stop trying to talk to him ( Read more... )

It's been hard, a week of feeling alot of pain ( Read more... )