March 2009
hmm...new stuff.
I still don't have a freaking job.
Basically sabatoged myself on the Tulsa thing. Not too upset about it, but I know it wasn't the right thing to do.
Plan on going back to school in the Fall if I can swing the Financial Aid.
That is a BIG 'If' =/
Ha. Jackass called my phone Saturday night at about 3 am...twice. Didn't leave a message, but still called. I didn't get out of bed to answer it, so I didn't realize until Sunday.
I haven't attempted to make contact since my friendship-offering, so who knows what THAT was about, butttt.....
Score another one for Kacie. :)
Still dating Echinachea Boy. Going very well...maybe a little surprised.
Just waiting for this one to go wrong, too.
Maybe a little annoyed by his relationship with his ex. I don't know why.
I've never even seen her in person...and I think this is what's causing it.
You build a person up to be more than they really are when you don't know them, I think.
I have really good relationships with all my exes as well (with the exception of Jackass), so it shouldn't be a big deal.
I dunno. Hopefully this helps me get over it. Usually does.
I think part of it is the fact that I can tell he's going to be one that's more likely to leave me, than the other way around and seeing that he still has such a comfortable relationship with her, makes me feel a little less secure about my place in his life.
Maybe it shouldn't...but everyone has to be insecure about something, yes?
OH. What really gets me...is his ringtone for her is that 'Stand by Me' song? The super-romantic one. I really love that song..and now it's ruined for me. Everytime I hear it, I think of her...of THEM.
Blah.