Delimmas
Wow. Okay, so today Mr. Perfect basically told me he wants to hook up again and finish what we started on the camping trip.
........((pauses to collect thoughts...the dirty AND uncomfortable ones)).......
I'm still working out how I feel about this.
1.) Incredibly hot and bothered...I really DO want to finish what we started.
2.) Uncomfortable because of all the obvious delimmas
3.) Worried that even if nothing else happens, one of our spouses will find out and it will be bad.
I haven't cheated...and love Husband to death, so I don't know why this is getting to me.
I think it's because I am so addicted to Instant Gratification. Even if I know it's bad for me,
I still want it because it will feel good while I'm doing it.
On a side note..I don't know why I'm so addicted to sex. The only guy to ever give me an orgasm was Jackass. Maybe I just keep searching for what I can't find.