X Things to say to X People
**I was going to post in out in the open on Myspace of Facebook, but I'm currently undecided. I can be more open here...whereas, I'd have to edit..and then re-edit.. if I were to post there. We'll see how it goes**
1. I have to make sacrifices to know you. Kind of BIG sacrifices..and that scares me. I don't want to compromise my ideals to have someone present in my life, but I think in the long run things will be fine.
2.You are too over-bearing at times...most of the time. I understand your perspective, but it drives me up the wall. Just back off. People have to make their own decisions...especially when it doesn't involve you.
3. You need to STOP. I can't be the way we are anymore...I know what I need in my life, and a person like you isn't it...but I have a really hard time saying no to you. I'm afraid one of these days I won't be able to.
4. The thoughts I have about you are indecent, to say the least. I don't intend to act on them, but they are there...every time your name comes up in conversation. Of course I'd never say anything to you, but I wonder if you are thinking the same thing......
5. I am jealous. The unhealthy kind of jealous. I look at you, and want to stop eating completely.
The fact that you are THAT skinny...for some some un-godly reason, appeals to me like no other.
95 pounds sounds good if that means having your 'figure'.