Mr. Sandman..
I've been having these dreams for the past...week or so. Always a different situation, but always the same person.
I failed to mention him in my 'dated' blog because well...we dated ONCE in 7th grade (a highlight of my Junior High career, of course) and that was it.
Starting my senior year of HS, he was just always that...Guy. The one you never had any emotional attachment to, just a physical one. We hooked up a couple times that year, then several times once I moved back to town. The situation seemed to work well for both of us.
But lately...I've been having these dreams about him. He's there, being all handsome and blonde...and wanting to spend time with me. I get all giggly when I think about it.
Where are these feelings coming from??
I haven't talked to him in...over a year, probably.
However, he DID just get married the other weekend..to someone in Husband's class.
Feels better to get this out in the open... I think I'm just rambling at this point.
This makes me think of one time with him....
After I came back to town, we'd been spending quite a bit of time together.
We were watching a movie with his roommate one night and he said he was going to bed, asking if I wanted to come with. I felt bad for leaving 'roommate' to finish the movie alone, so I said I'd come down for a little while and if I couldn't sleep, I'd come back up and finish the movie.
A while later, That Guy got up to get a glass of water. I asked if 'roommate' was still awake and he said no, he'd passed out in bed and that I should just stay with him. So, we went to sleep.
I find out much, much later...that 'roommate' had stayed up, waiting for me..he'd even had a conversation with 'that guy' while he was up getting water.
So that and a few other, small incidents always make me wonder if he was more invested than he ever let on...