I'm not sure I'd change my suicide attempt. I mean, it didn't work anyway, I might as well change something that didn't happen into something that did. I'm just not sure what that something would be. Actually, now that I think about it, I would change something. I would totally make the film school accept me my freshman year. Off to plan my spring schedule... ~Puma~
Haha, I think mine would have to do with my suicide attempt too (wow, seems like a lot of people do that). The only difference is I wouldn't have changed the fact that I took a bunch of pills (I don't think I really wanted to die. If I did, I would have taken a shit load more pills), but I wouldn't have mentioned it in my livejournal.
That led to so much shit. Amanda called my parents and then...oy. I just hate the fact that my parents know about that. They still randomly mentioned stuff about that. I want to crawl into a hole and die everytime they do.
I don't see why YOU'RE offended by this comment. I was a lot fatter back in the day, and that was probably the main reason I felt sorry for myself and had a low self esteem.
There's too many things I would change. ;p I'm glad you've come to terms with that now, though. My mom has battled through it for years, and I hate to see my friends and loved ones go through the same thing.
Thats a hard question, because I'm so perfect. After hours of meditating on the thought while balancing on top of a 25 foot bamboo pole, I decided that I would not change anything. Every bad decision is a learning experience, and is important to your growth. Even suicide attempts teach you many things, as long as you don't succeed naturally. Succesful suicide attempts are not a great learning tool. That is one area where, ironically, you should be happy with failure.
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I'm not sure I'd change my suicide attempt. I mean, it didn't work anyway, I might as well change something that didn't happen into something that did. I'm just not sure what that something would be. Actually, now that I think about it, I would change something. I would totally make the film school accept me my freshman year.
Off to plan my spring schedule...
~Puma~
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That led to so much shit. Amanda called my parents and then...oy. I just hate the fact that my parents know about that. They still randomly mentioned stuff about that. I want to crawl into a hole and die everytime they do.
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I guess mine would be feeling sorry for myself. It held me back SO many times, that it just kills me now.
That, or I would've gotten my ass to run around the block a few times.
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What the hell is that supposed to mean?!
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All fixed now, but I wish I'd fixed it back then.
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