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[kadylady40]

well i knew it was coming...and then it happened. i just had a complete break down but i feel so much better now lol. the past couple of weeks or so have been a very trying time for me for reasons id really rather not get into specificly. as school approaches im just starting to rethink every big decision ive ever made in my life. i regret alot

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[erik1186]

Those decisions are always the hardest accept if you ask me...even if you have put a lot of thought into it and think that God has led you a certain direction...you can never really be sure. You can have faith that that is what happened, but never be sure...and sometimes...those decisions were good for you at the time, but God might be involved in the changing of your mind also b/c the situation has changed. I am not very good at making the best out of stuff...you probably know that best, but it is going to be hard to get accustomed to this new life...and learn to balance the fun and school without the help of anyone else. Also, just being away from everyone that has been there as you have grown up, but it has to happen. Anyways...I got this little bookmark for you back before I went to Spain, and everytime I have seen it I have said a prayer for you...and I will continue to do that. Good luck girl, and I hope that you feel better. Love ya!

[erik1186]

wow...my comment almost competed in length with that entry...;) by the way...i feel you on all that

[kadylady40]

well you're pretty right on. thanks for the advice and prayers. its helps!

[cwolfe87]

Of course you're not alone on this! I have ideas and memories that mess with my head for weeks before I come to grips with them, that's just normal. Being tested like that helps strengthen your mind and soul, and mature to the point where you know how to deal with the next problem. The tests make you who you are. Going to college definately is going to be a test. I've been so worried about myself and my friends at times- but I've come to the point where I'm ready, hopeful. If they or I make the wrong decisions in College, chances are I'll have no one to blame but myself or themselves, absolutely not God. Sure, God takes care of things, but only if we let him. And sure, it may look like, "college made him do it," but it's so not true; sin is not cause by environment, but by crappy decisions. College can be in one of the coolest environments you can get if you want it to be. Freedom is what we're getting, and freedom is good. It is a gift from God, to be used for good or evil. And people can't totally turn to evil, so it's never too

[kadylady40]

you make so much sense to me chris! i just love the way you word things, i dunno--its just comforting...and i really really really appreciate your words of wisdom. im so thankful to have such great friends to share this stuff with and get such heartfelt advice from! love ya buddy! glad you're back home!

[spudicus33]

Amen...

[kadylady40]

can i get another from the choir for our Lord Jesus Christ! haha

[pinkchameleon27]

Okay, so I guess I'm the first old college kid to give this commenting thing a whirl ;) Your life is going to change so much during the first months of college that the decisions you made in high school are going to seem minute. I never realized how much I grew up until I looked back on the beginning of my freshman year and the times before that. With more freedom comes harder and more challenging decisions, but you just have to use your gut to know what is right. I'm not gonna lie, its really hard sometimes because of the environment you are in. Stepping out of your comfort zone may seem a little scary, but if you jump in head first (full of excitement and optimism of course), it can be one of the most amazing times of your life. Everyone says that your high school years are the best years you may have, but I think your college years are even better and are what shape you for the rest of your life. It's a clean slate so take advantage of that. I could go on forever about my experiences, but I think I'll let you see for

[pinkchameleon27]

I also meant to say that I'll keep everyone in my prayers. Can't believe I forgot the most important part!

much love!

[kadylady40]

lauren! how are you! gosh i havent seen or heard from you in SO long! thank you so much for that...your advice was definitely helpful plus you have experience too! lol im glad to hear your year went so well! im hoping for the same! id love to see you sometime this summer! thanks again so much for the help! i love you!

[racheleigh620]

katie, you know can always talk to me if you need me.
love, rachel

oh snap. i'm not supposed to do that? hahaha i love you girrrrl

[kadylady40]

i can always count on you to lighten the mood lol
love you too girrrrl!

[racheleigh620]

haha i had to go for it...those paragraph comments above stressed me out lol

[thatcurlyblonde]

hey! i know i havent been there for you in a long time, but you must believe me when i say i havent really been there for anyone. i've been so busy especially these last two weeks that i'm sick (LITERALLY! havent been this sick in a long while and i have to get well before saturday!). so i'm sorry for being a crap friend lately but if i get well by tomorrow we will go out and i will call(because i cant go anywhere friday b/c its my dad's bday and b/c mom says i have to stay in that night b/c we leave at like 4 in the freaking morning saturday). i cant really give you advice like those older people because i'm younger,and i'd tell you that you could talk to me but you dont wanna (and i sure as hell dont blame you because that sounds like something i'd say) so lets go out and do something fun.

love you!
mags

[kadylady40]

gosh i miss you....