I can lie through my teeth. I have no problems saying 'I'm ok'. 'I don't care' can slip from my lips very easily. I can pretend that I'm not bothered. I'll make fun of the situation and look as though I'm moving on.
But the fact that it does bother me is undeniable when I'm sitting here stoning.
Funny how life works. Some people only look at one side of the argument and the other side just doesn't seem important anymore. And most of the time people blindly follow the popular one just to get into their good graces. If being popular reels in mindless praises and a bunch of equally mindless ass kissers, I'll be happy to remain unpopular.
It bothers me that these mindless praises feeds your ego to the point that you don't listen to anything. Anything negative of your character? It's a flame. They're the bad ones! There's nothing wrong with my characters! I don't have to listen to you when all my ass kissers say they're wonderful characters!
It's undeniable, that kind of attitude pisses the shit out of me and at the same time bother me.
Rolling, pushing the blame and making it seem as though it was a mutual break off. Right. What was it I said before? Didn't even realize what I meant was to close this event, not that friendship that was hanging by a single thread. Snap. It was gone. Bye bye. Farewell. No it hadn't been mutual at the beginning. It was you who tore it to pieces.
You know what? It's undeniable that I still harbor hurt from what you did.
Yea. Fuck you too. You'd probably continue to insist that it was mutual.
You said it before, that friends should be honest with each other right? Yea. I was being honest. Wasn't that what you wanted? No? Well, talk about hypocrisy. It just showed an even uglier side of you.
It still hurts. It's been over a year and it still hurts. Why? I don't know. Maybe because I invested quite a bit of feelings for you. No? You don't believe me? Well, shows how much you really did know about me.
Yes I liked you. As in LIKE. That's fucking undeniable.