Couldn't sleep at all last night. Keep on coughing so bad my throat hurts now. Yesterday was kind of hectic. My work at the office's piling up because one of my colleague was sick too. Now I'm the one calling in sick. This year beginning of 2007 seems not in favor of my country. We've been hit by this terrible storm that causes flood at most part ( Read more... )

The year came and went so fast for me somehow. I have been aggressively decided to make a change for myself this year. Though I usually have a long list of new year resolution but this year's limited ( Read more... )

Lately, I've been wondering about my life specifically. I lead a small life, family, close friends, valuable but small. What I'm doing right now is the same thing that millions of other people would do. A good job, quiet life, maybe later on get married. But sometimes I wonder do I do it because I have to or because I haven't been brave enough to ( Read more... )

Haven't updated my journal in a while. Been busy at work and all. Recently I went on a little trip with my family for a week. Went back to my mom's hometown in the country side. So peaceful there. Although there's not much to do around the small town but my sister and I went for a picnic at a waterfall near my grandma's house. It was really nice ( Read more... )

My birthday was last week, Sept 14th. Nothing special this year. Had dinner with my family at a restaurant, my friends took me to movies and bowling. To be honest I really don't feel anything that special this year. I used to like birthdays but a few years ago, that feeling seems to be missing. Well, I guess no one likes the feeling of getting ( Read more... )

After days lying in bed, sleeping and feeling totally sick to my stomach, I'm up and about again. Yesterday, one of my childhood friend came to visit. She's studying medicine in Moscow. I've known her since we were babies and what I saw in her yesterday surprised me a little. She used to be gawky, timid and shy person. Always hiding behind me when ( Read more... )

Had an episode of vertigo this morning. My mom ( a nurse ) had to come back home and take me to the hospital. I was so scared when it happen. Out of the blue, the whole house was whirling like mad and I couldn't even stand. It's like being inside a ship. And I've been vomitting so much, it hurt my throat. I've been really sick this past week and ( Read more... )

I'm actually torn between situation. You see, I'm the eldest in my family. My parents are no longer together and I live with my mom and little sister. Naturally, as the eldest, it is my responsibility to take care of my mom and sis. In order to do that, I have to secure myself in a good paying job, make sure we have enough to eat, roof over our ( Read more... )

Hate that place. Anyway, who loves to go to the hospital? I had this pulpitation problem for almost four years. But it has becoming more frequent this year, so I decided to go ahead and do the procedure that my doctor suggested ( Read more... )

Sometimes I had that kind of feeling. Wishing I'm not here. Wishing to be somewhere else. Anywhere but here kind of feeling. And today, I'm feeling it. My sister and mom always fight. Literally screaming fight. Totally ignore the fact that it will eventually give me a pain in the chest. I get that a lot when I'm stress. But no, they just continue ( Read more... )