Thoughts

[kaelin_ashborn]

A friend of mine called me the other day on me liking her. I hadn't told her or anything, but as most anyone who knows me knows, I am not the most subtle of people. Still, I had my reasons for not telling her. The most important one is it was a matter of friendship

Comments

[indigowarrior]

It can't help but happen Chris, you'll find that person eventually. Not that that helps, I know.

Converting all your friendships with women into possible relationships isn't the most healthy thing to do though. Something like that usually means the person isn't comfortable enough with themselves to relax in just a friendship; that sort of constant grasping is a desperation borne of insecurity.

You have nothing to be insecure about. Adam's finally found himself (last I spoke to him) and can be comfortable (thank GOD, that boy was so straightarrow!)...

[kaelin_ashborn]

Aint comfortable with myself? My what gave you that idea? ;P Yeah, well, I've never been that confident of a person. *shrugs* Having nothing to be insecure about myself doesnt make me not feel insecure - I just get really shy and all. And its not that I dont appreciate the friendships I have or feel secure in many of them - its just that sometimes, with particular people (when I say I've fallen for most of my female friends, I dont meen all at once - its usually just one or two at a time I'm interested in), I want more. That, and as I said, I want a relationship to ALSO be a freiendship - its a lesson I learned after dating sarah - we were never really close friends. Sure, we shared stuff, but there was something lacking there. I dunno - just my own wierd way at looking at the world, I guess. Still, thanks for the comments.
Kaelin