Comments | kagebure: Oh great.

kagebure

Oh great.

Mar 29, 2009 20:44

Another dance. Just what I needed-- more excuses to avoid the hell out of everyone. People will be squealing over dates and dresses and god knows what else, and I don't want anything to do with it. It's not like I'm looking for reasons to avoid everyone like the plague: these things just keep happening. I'm sure anyone who gives a damn (i.e. nobody ( Read more... )

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Pink ball of sunshine strikes again youresosweet March 30 2009, 01:24:11 UTC

Shadow!

You need to sooo lighten up!

What good will avoiding social gathering do besides make you avoid everyone more?

Re: Pink ball of sunshine strikes again kagebure March 30 2009, 01:34:07 UTC

That is exactly what good it will be doing. I thought even you would be able to figure that one out, but I guess you showed me wrong.

Besides, I don't even have a reason to go this time-- at least at the last dance, I was there to DO something. Now, I've got nothing.

Re: Pink ball of sunshine strikes again youresosweet March 30 2009, 01:37:27 UTC

Well first off, I DID put everything into consideration. I just happen to think you would be much better off if you just started fresh.

You have friends at this school, right? That's a good reason.

Re: Pink ball of sunshine strikes again kagebure March 30 2009, 01:41:21 UTC

And what exactly am I supposed to do with friends at a prom? The music's doubtlessly gonna be shit, there will be couples all over the goddamned place, and it'll be harder to get booze in than last time.

I fail to see your point.

ghostly_nyx March 30 2009, 01:36:06 UTC

What, y'aint gonna give us another Sexkick performance? Damn shame.

kagebure March 30 2009, 01:42:38 UTC

We're down a bass player, as far as I can tell, and there isn't really enough time to find a replacement on such short notice.

We'll figure something out for next year though-- don't want to leave people disappointed, heh.

monotreme_101 March 30 2009, 04:28:29 UTC

Hey, you should come along. You might surprise yourself and enjoy it.

+~+Private+~+

I know you like your privacy and I know you've got problems with people in general, and I can relate. Not on the same level, but y'know... I can see where you're coming from. But I think if you tried to open up a little and spend some time letting yourself enjoy stuff, you'd have a better time of things.

And uhh... I hope this doesn't sound to weird or anything.. But you know Sonic and the rest of us actually LIKE having you around, don't you?

Private kagebure March 30 2009, 05:45:49 UTC

Yeah, I'm sure you all find me very entertaining...

Actually, I'm not gonna finish that sentence. Look. Maybe I should lighten up sometimes. Maybe I should try not being an asocial asshole all the time. But this is what I've been doing for as long as I can remember, and I'm sure as hell not changing my ways for Sonic and his band of technicolor critters. No offense.

I'd ask why you even bother talking to me like this, but then, I'm just one big cry for attention, ain't I?

... I'll try not being so fucking OUT THERE with my surliness, but I still don't see a point to a big dance like this. But I'm not gonna get all philosophical on you, so just... don't worry about me.

*STRONGLY CONSIDERS DELETING WHOLE REPLY, but hits Post before he can change his mind*

Re: Private monotreme_101 March 31 2009, 01:35:14 UTC

You say that like you think we see you as some sort of... I dunno. Sideshow. I can't speak for the others, but I have a lot of respect for you. It's not just anyone who could have faced off against the Biolizard. The number of lives you saved is unimaginable.

That's why I'm bothering, I guess. Respect. You can think what you want about me... Technicolor critter or whatever. But you've got some serious guts. And I can respect that.

Do what you want about the dance. But force of habit shouldn't keep you from spending time with people. I spent the first fifteen years of my life in solitude and I've found a lot of good in talking to others here.

Re: Private kagebure March 31 2009, 02:21:27 UTC

Yeah, way to make me sound like an asshole. Oh wait, I was doing that all on my own-- silly me.

Saving lives? I've never really cared about shit like that... or at least, I'd like to think that's the case, but I guess I just can't let myself be who I want to be...

How does one keep their past from dictating their future without letting go of what makes themselves, them?

Whatever. I need to think things over for a while. I'll see you around, I'm sure.

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