Since it seems I haven't said it enough, I'll say it again: unless Orochimaru-sama summons me or Kabuto-sensei has need of me, do not disturb me under any circumstances! I don't care if you're dying as long as Orochimaru-sama is not in any danger, understand?! STAY OUT OF MY ROOM!
I can't believe Kidoumaru. What, the first thing he wanted to do after returning was to check up on his handy work, was that it? I never thought he was that cruel... I mean, he knocked, and even though I yelled for him to leave, he just came in anyway, humoring himself by saying that I was "still sulking" or something... I don't know...
I think the face he made when he found me on the floor might have been the worst of it. What did he expect, him being the one who caused my relapse? That I would be fine and well instead of incapacitated by my coughing fits, too drained to force myself back into bed? I managed to pull myself up though, at least to my knees before I screamed at him to get out...but...he just kind of stared at me for a second and asked me something stupid, like if I needed help or something...he's so stupid sometimes...
I just asked him not to tell Orochimaru-sama of any of this so I can help on the mission in Konohagakure...better to die there fighting than here, useless. He didn't really respond...he just left when I climbed back into bed and said, "I'll be dead soon enough; your wish will be granted." I can only hope that he'll keep his word, I suppose I'll just have to trust him...how ironic...