In the fray.
While others may appreciate the small moments of calm in between the attacks, I wish I could just press on until I'm dead, but, no, I must "rest", though the only true rest is in death. Instead, I have to wait and hide, silent, and fight against the merciless pain that's eating away my insides.
This war is nothing to me, I'm going to die even if Otogakure miraculously suceeds. I've failed Orochimaru-sama, and nothing can change that.
I wonder where the others are and if they're all right. I haven't seen them since the start.