Blathering....

[kahlan]

I hate the sunlight. I absolutely hate it because it is physically painful to my eyes. And I hate my eyes straining to keep OUT light so that I can actually SEE

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[nocona]

i'm with ya on the cleaning thing. although now that i'm single and living alone, um, well, with 2 cats, 2 dogs and a 19 month old half the time i'm vacuuming a bit more and such but i just wasn't born that way. and tateum was which was always a conflict. she would always be stressing about it and i just didn't see it. a little thing in the big picture and by no means what pushed us apart but something i used to ponder. i come from a family of stackers, pilers and functional non picker uppers lol. and it sounds like you are doing the things you need to do. there's always a million more things that can be done. hope you have a good night~

[kahlan]

my biggest things is that I know it annoys him. I know he leaves a lot of it alone, hoping it will get done without him (which is partly why it's not as clean as he would like, that and he doesn't know where to put my stuff), and it generally doesn't. At least, not like he would prefer. And I tend to pick up on that, so it makes me feel kind of bad that I'm just not really wired that way. And then, of course, my own psychosis means that even when I do help, or whatever, it never seems like it's enough. Ah, me and my psychoses.... LOL. But at least I'm starting to recognize them, and why I do the things I do. That's a step in the right direction, right? :)

[nocona]

i know what you mean. that's tough. was a big issue for t. sounds like you're doing a good job trying which is what matters :) you sound very grounded and in touch with your self and feelings which is nice to see. the world would be a better place if more people were that way :)