Fuuuccckkk

[kahlidancer]

I am so hungry. I am sick and tired of thinking about food. I obsses about food the way someone with an eating disorder does. Maybe I have a kind of eating disorder cause I sure as fuck can't seem to eat like a normal person. What will I eat? will I satify my cravings or be healthy, why, oh why does it feel like my happiness depends on nachos

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[the_bluest_bird]

Yeah. I have a lot more problems with food when I'm bored. I eat out of boredom instead of hunger. And I'm a little like you in as much as I oscillate between two extremes, but my two extremes are eating and not eating (as opposed to WHAT I eat) and have more to do with my emotional state than any problem with body image. If I'm depressed, I don't eat. If I feel ok, I eat. If I'm busy, I don't eat. If I'm bored, I eat. And since I have no middle ground between depression and being ok, and being busy to the point of stress and having zero to do, I seldom gain and can never maintain any sort of moderation.