Relationships are not for me...

[kai_ishida_lee]

Seriously. They're not. Every relationship i've tried to maintain has been a bitter failure. I don't know anymore. I'm guessing i'm supposed to be one of them ladies that never get married, live by themselves, and collect lawn furniture or something. After my current relationship is resolved, i think i should keep it low for awhile. The funny thing

Comments

[anonymous]

kai, your gonna do what your gonna do, you keep on telling yourself that thats where you are going to be in ten years, then of COURSE thats where your going to be. but you know what? its all you girl. piece!

[anonymous]

p.s. you didnt even give someone a chance to BE in a relationship with you, you denied me each time. . . . . . i tried though young lady

I denied you...

[kai_ishida_lee]

truthfully, i'm scared.

[anonymous]

scared of what?

My perspective

[kai_ishida_lee]

if we ended up together, and as close as we are now, if we became any closer which is most likely, and then i leave for UNLV, my fear is that if i leave, that we'll end up going our own separate ways in the end, and honestly i can see that devastating me. As stupid as it sounds, i don't know if i could go through that.

Re: My perspective

[kai_ishida_lee]

sorry for being selfish, but that's the way i feel...