WOw....This journal is pathetic. All i do is bitch and moan. Ha ha....now i know why people always tell me to stop whining. Wow.. im a baby. I should write all my stupid...."depressions" in here. Its worthless. Who cares if i was depressed. Obviously no one cept the washbourne guy who always leaves "you need mental help" notes everytime im ( Read more... )

Why do i talk? All it does is get me in trouble. When i was younger i wasa shy, quite guy and no ones minded me or disliked me. Whats the point in speech?? There isnt!! I would be some much better off just sitting there all nice and quite. No one sees me, no one cares. Its better off that way. No one should care about me....im not worth it!! Why ( Read more... )

I had an ok day.....i lifted weights and i got my homework done. What is there to say? I don't know why but i just got depressed all of the sudden. WTF!! I thought it was goin fine...but it just crashed!! What is the point in hopes anyways?? All they are meant for is to depress you? Whats the point in even lookin towards the future?? All you get is ( Read more... )

Tonight was safe sex night....IT WAS AWESOME!!! I got my flipbook cartoon done so i could go...it was worth it. We were sitting near the after party drinks.....there was about 30 pepsi's and mountain dews...when we were finished...there was only 3 left...wahahaha!! O yea had alotta laughs and got some free condoms. If u've never been to a safe sex ( Read more... )

stress is stupid.......

well we had a small party for nfl championship game day. Everyone was wasted...cept me of course. I dont know why its such a big deal to get kai drunk and or laid. As if it makes a difference to me. Sure i want to get laid, what guy doesnt...but that doesnt mean i want it right now. I think i need to experience more sexual stuff before i get to the ( Read more... )

im aggravated right now.....im so sick of people IMing me that dont know me but they continue IMing me under different screen names everyday and just giving me shit. Whoever the fuck u r IM FUCKIN SICK OF UR SHIT!! This is bullshit....i dont deserve this. Who does....DAMN!! I dont care who u r, i dont care who told u to do this to me.....i just ( Read more... )

Finally FRIDAY!! Cardio day today....im ready to play racquetball and run! Then tommorrow its vball!! I have some homework but i dont feel like doin it...its friday!! Sunday is the pittsburgh party in our room! GO STEELERS!! WHEN THE PIMPS IN THE CRIB, DROP IT LIKE IS HOT!!!!

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Today wasn't so bad. Got a good night sleep and got to class on time. Class got out on time. Somehow i thought it was 5:45 instead of 4:45 so i was "waiting for the trolley" but katy told me what time it really was. I decided to screw walkin home and i jsut waited with katy for a hour. It was a pretty fun time. Now i finally got to see the end of ( Read more... )