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[kaiboi]

sometimes i wonder wat the hell i'm doin here...i could have done all the same shit up in washington, except be wit my family trying to mend things together. i mean that was the main point of me coming down here but i dont kno. it's hard. i mean i dont talk to my parents about wat i'm thinking or even express how i'm feeling about them jus because

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[urmomismyslut]

hey my boy, the truth of and fact of the matter is...yes you could have done all of the same things here as you are going in cali....but your family means something to you. Maybe they won't ever understand, and maybe you guys wont ever talk about the way you feel *because that is the japanese way....we dont talk about how we feel, we just stress out and get angry when shit isnt done our way* but yes....maybe you won't ever talk about things, but they will grow to know you better, and they will grow closer to you while your there either way. I can sit here and think about, fuck i need a job...but i dont want a job that i hate...but i may hate being a police officer, what makes me think that it's going to be any better than doing some other stupid fucking job....nothing.
so if your going into any type of business, thats a fucking awesome thing, cause you can start your own one day and say FUCK THE WORLD, cause i'm gonna sit on my ass and pull in the money and pay my workers and thats that! i love you and miss you-saundra

[kaiboi]

thanks wife...i think u jus kno wat to say wen i really need someone to lay it on me. i didnt really kno wat i was thinking wen i moved down here i knew even before i left washington that i would have to be living two different lives and i knew how stressed out i was goin to be but that didnt stop me. and i really miss you. it's good to talk to u jus chillin. i start to see things in a new perspective. i think things will be okay. i jus have to start thinking outside my lil box...open up my eyes a lil. JAPANESE WAY is fuckin bullshit i swear to every living creature on this earth. but, thass my way of life. i jus hope i dont inherit that type of shit wen i start my own family. that'll be scary. but i love u and def. we need to buy a BIGGO house...like HEF'S masion where his girlfriends live, and have the fuckin block live with us. ya hear. gurl i love you and i miss you dearly. take care