I know its been so long since i posted here. My family just had the un imaginable happen to us. My stepdaughters mom passed away last night suddenly. She was 8 months pregnant with her second child. My stepdaughter found out today about this now my family is in turmoil over this i feel so bad for her but i know i cant do but so much for her. What ( Read more... )

Where are the men that care about just one woman? Why cant i find just one fuckin guy that looks at me and adores me instead of other women. Do they even fuckin exist? not in my mind they dont it hurts me to know that my so called fiancee told another woman that he doesnt want to marry me but he could see him and this other girl getting married. Or ( Read more... )

its all my fault.. Im sorry everything is my fault. IDK why but it always is. I got raped by a woman and its my fault too i guess im just a failure at everything i do. its my life forever to be a failure at everything. I guess im not who i used to be from what people say they dont know who i am anymore. My depression is getting more severe and so ( Read more... )

Well i guess its all ok im not really sure.. My boyfriend is talking about moving back to missouri without me so i guess its going to be me and the kids against the world all over again!! I hate being alone for once in my life cant i find a man that will do sweet things for me and that will love me for who i am.. Gosh what do i have to do to make ( Read more... )

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My newest addition to my family was born recently. He was born May 28th weighing 7Ibs 2Oz and 20 1/4in long. I will post pics as soon as i can. ive been very busy with all 3 of my boys. I was just recently in teh hospital with Elijah from thursday the 11th to sunday. He has a bacterial infection and a Urinary Tract infection. Hes beautiful though ( Read more... )

Well Me and Steven have never been better! we are doing wonderfully. Moving into our new place with the kids and getting on our feet. Still looking for jobs though its been kinda hard looking for one lately. I called about one that i applied for and i know someone that works up there and she said she will talk to the manager for me. it keeps ( Read more... )

Its a boy... That makes 3 lol.. hope everyone is well... I will post pics as soon as i can take pics of the ultrasound

Well i guess life is ok. Im 21 weeks and 3 days pregnant i find out the sex of the baby on Tuesday the 27th. My life is going kinda wierd at the moment. I got a playstation for my bf and he lets the kids play all day when i told him to limit the time on it. He lets his son play fighting games when i dont approve of them at all when he doesnt even ( Read more... )

Well i guess things are going good.. My sister is the same bitch she always is.. Unfortunatly.. things are supposed to revolve around her i guess.. Shes pissed off because she doesnt live here most of the time and i have to say when people call its rediculous she had some guy calling at 1am and it was retarded. well anyways im going to go spend the ( Read more... )