im still sorry

[kaii_power]

ok well seeing how i think ur still mad at me im gonna write in here everyday just to tell u how sorry i am... until u forgive me.. i feel way bad for eveything that went on and im very very sorry.....if theres anyting i could do for u i would do it if theres anything i could say to make it better i would say it! u may not see it but i really do

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just fuck it

[anonymous]

why do you want to be with someone you have to constantly say your sorry to, if he really liked you and cared for you as you think you do for him, he would understand and forgive you! he doesnt understand the shit you put up with and go through in your head on a daily basis, he may claim he does, but he truly does not. dont even bother with this SHIT, its stress and drama you shouldnt have to deal with

Re: just fuck it

[kaii_power]

well yes thats all very very true and i know but then agian i have feelings for him that i havent had sence well my last boyfiend and thats a good thing for me b/c its been hard for me to care about any one sence him and i just dont wanna give that all up and let it all slip away from me agian u know what i mean? i just want him to understand but i dont think he wants too and this way sux soo i dont know why i keep trying u know?........................ im soo lost

Re: just fuck it

[anonymous]

wellll...why is it so hard for you to care and having feelings about someone since your last boyfriend? feelings are way hard to deny but why hurt yourself?! pain is never a fun thing to experience, and its just causing more agony and heartache for yourself by continuing to talk to someone and say your sorry so much, perhaps you were hurt too bad by your last boyfriend because you cared about him a lot maybe? and now your just trying to save yourself that same hurt by not giving up on this guy, but at the same time its causing just as much pain holding on. i say ya forget him, it'll be hard at first, but it can be done

Re: just fuck it

[kaii_power]

agreed