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Woke up at 3:41 in the morning from two dreams. Lovein' the night more and more. These two dreams didn't scare me though, nope, thank God! But let me tell you anyways what they were about because you know I can't hold it in for much longer. My first one involved Beth, Whitney and I. I went over to where Beth and Whitney were staying/hanging ( Read more... )

Today was a fun day. As I went for an unusual "daily" walk I found two great shirts which I now own (thanks only to Thrift Rak). I smoked my menthols, thought of Mandy, Kat, Beth, Brea, Crys, Sean F., gay pride and how I wont be there, PK, Olympia and how much I miss frost. Did I miss anyone??? I know I did but honestly those are the people who ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here listening to Kat's CD she so ever gracefully gave to me and oh how thankful I must say I am for it. Today I confessed a very dark secret to a friend of mine whom I haven't spoken with for quite some time...for whatever reason it was so easy to trust them. -one of my weaknesses--trust- I want so much now; I want to get from A to ( Read more... )

I had a blast with one of my favorite people today. I knew I would and for the most part I was watching her work. There's something about her that's always been there...a trait, a physical characteristic and raw emotion the english language has yet to describe. I am her "adventure buddy" and she is mine and together we take on the world's wrongs ( Read more... )

I've been trying not to write in my LJ for quite some time now because I know a lot of it is bs, my parents read it and that displeases me and my gf isn't really fond of it either...but damn it I need to express myself right now. I want to shout from the top of my lungs how damn frustrated I am. 'So why don't you just talk to a friend or ( Read more... )

This was the first time I was afraid to wake up. The first time my nightmare was so bad...when I actually did awake...I could'nt open my eyes, out of fear. (please, never again...not like that) I nightmare, toss and turn, wake in cold sweats and breathing hard, talk and even at times have cried in my sleep but I don't wake up from a nightmare ( Read more... )

The rock finally stopped rolling and God it feels nice. It's so quiet, it's so peaceful and fresh. I deleted all of my past entries because that's exactly what they are, the past. Most of which I didn't or don't want to remember anyway...so why keep em? Yeah, that's what I thought too. Some of them as I quickly looked over them made me sad to ( Read more... )