Ramble
Okay, this is completely useless.. but I had to. I would consider myself a fairly nice person and lately I have been thinking about problems I have come across in the past.
1) This girl in my major seems really nice, and when I started really disliking her I thought something was wrong with me because she did not do anything to me. Turns out she is a right meany and talks about everyone behind their backs.
2) This other problem I have been thinking about a lot lately, and I think I finally figured it out. The first person I ever beta'd for I had a blast with.. at first. As time went on, however, it became more of a task and I started hating to go on my computer. I could not understand why and I thought something was really wrong until recently.. I looked back at all the stories I beta'd for her and realized something. I beta'd more than 115 stories for her and she only ever mentioned the fact that she had a beta in 9 of them and my actual name (Kai) in 5. Not only that but now that I stopped beta'ing for her, she has posted 11 chapters, all of which were dedicated specifically to the people that beta'd them for her. I really do love grammar correction and want to do it again, but that has always held me back because I do not want to be in that situation again.
So who knows, I guess I should just be happy and stick with all that I do do for the HP fandom.
~Kai