I've lost my mind...

[kaimei_mitsukai]

I think I've literally gone crazy. I can hear this little drum beat and singer in my head. I've never heard whatever it is they are playing before. Sitting next to the toilet after losing my breakfast again (haven't eaten since then, just haven't been hungry) and I suddeny start hearing it. I try looking around, but it stops, but once I stop moving

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[psyco_redhead]

It's anxiety mixed with depression. Don't worry, you're not crazy.

Maybe just a little, but not because of this. ;)
Calm down, take a breather. You need to stop worrying. Live in the present right now. Enjoy what you have. You will cross that bridge when you get there, and you'll be able to get through it. It's hard...really hard. But if you need anyone to talk to about this situation, let it be me. I might be able to help you with this one. You know why.

uhh...

[kaimei_mitsukai]

I do? Because I have absolutley no idea why. I'd rather talk with Liz about everything, just rather hard to actually be alone with her. The ability to talk honestly with one another is the basis of any relationship, we just can never be alone to talk. She's right about talking on AIM and through the phone, talking together person to person is always better, even though I know I'll probably wind up crying.

Re: uhh...

[deathbyflowers]

babe, we should plan a "date" night... thaat way we can make sure that we see eachother at least once a week. I'm really worried about you...you're my booooyfriend *uses pointer finger to rub up and down brians arm*...and i care about you.

*liz*