Why am I sitting here right now? I know I should be out having fun. Rachel's party starts in 15 minutes, yet I'm not doing anything. I wasn't invited, I don't want to impose, but I know that she would let me come. I just don't care enough for some reason. I feel as if I'm getting more depressed. I know why, and I know it's stupid, but I just can't
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