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What?!?!
My mind is beginning to wonder if things are really how they're supposed to be. Between the fighting everyday and the aches ive been having; it's a mess. My girlfriend/fiancé thinks I am falling out of love with her. I don't get it.
Yesterday we fought over the stupidest thing. She had to visit her family that she hasn't seen in a while. I was ( Read more... ) -
Bleh
My stomach hurts. I should learn not to drink, it only makes me feel like complete shit the following day. I am at work and I am out of it. I feel like I an bring obnoxious. I took some IB Profen so my head would feel better. It does. :) I only have 3 minutes left on my break.
I still want a puppy. I just would love to have a dog. Theyre beautiful ( Read more... ) -
Think about it.
Someday, I hope I finally re-discover my wothless little myself ( Read more... ) -
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You'll never know the feelings I feel for you. You'll never understand how much I love waking up next to you in the mornings. You're freaking me out. Driving me crazy. You're asking me to write about how I feel. I don't know exactly why I am going to do what you asked. Probably just because you need to understand how I feel since I never explain ( Read more... ) -
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You've finally asked me why. Why did I come back? Why am I here now? Why do I love you. So many whys. I will aswer them all in detail to give you the best answer I can. I want you to take note as I write to show you how I feel. I want you to recognize my positive feelings between the both of us. I'm not the greatest human in the world, in fact I ( Read more... ) -
Laptop
I don't understand why my laptop is such a piece of shit. I get in these moods where I just want to break it, It's so tempting. It would be so easy and I would be so relieved afterwards. I would laugh about it too. It's speakers suck. Also it is starting to slow down, every time I try to switch to a different tab it takes like 2o seconds. It's ( Read more... ) -
I just know.
As of right now I am messing with my ipod, downloading songs. I really want certain songs on here and I want to fall asleep to them tonight. I don't have them on my ipod right now and I have a new LimeWire so all the songs currently on my ipod are going to be erased. I just know I am going to forget some of my favorite songs. I am only downloading ( Read more... ) -
Riot.
Feelings, feelings, feelings.. Whoever knew you could have so many at the same time? I wasn't going to write about everything that I feel, but I decided I should throw some stuff in here. I don't like knowing that I am such a burden, it bugs me. On the other hand I understand how I am and I will learn to accept and work around it until it gets ( Read more... ) -
Complicated.
I wasn't going to write an entry, but I decided I should say at least something. How I am feeling right now would be compared to someone who just watched someone they cared about walk away for the last time. I should be crying right now but I can't. I'll save it for later. I miss Kira. I may act all touch when she leaves but I am so far from being ( Read more... ) -
Pickles on my tongue.
I'll make this short. Hehe. I really don't know what to write about. I just started an entry but I want to finish it later. On my own time. On my own where I can get lost inside of my own head. I already know it's going to be super long. It's a touchy subject to me. So yee, s my d niggas. I don't have one so don't worry. Ru Pauls Drag Race is on at ( Read more... )