UGH

[kaislaruusu]

I'm in a rut. I feel like everything I say is so different from what I actually feel like saying. I don't even know what I feel like saying. All I know is that I feel like I keep disappointing people by being boring and awkward and stupid and ugly and MEAN. I'm not like "AAHH everybody HATES ME!", but it's true that I have had such good times w/

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hey

[verstochka]

Well if it means anything to you, I'm not dissapointd in you. I think you have a very promising future, and believe me i know everything seems confusing and terrible right now. Trying to figure out who you are and finding a place in the world. Your friends will like you for who you are even when are going through a hard time and may not feel like yourself. The best thing to do is not try to avoid everybody, because people wont follow you; thats life. And I apologize if i havent always been the nicest person in the past few months, but i think its good that we are close enough to be able to get mad at each other. And I'll try to be more understanding. And Izzy, everyone wants to be skinny and have and have perfect hair, even me. And it's better not to do anything about it and be yourself because otherwise it would be totally superficial and you'd lose touch with reality. If you want to do something productive, i dont think you need to worry abou tyou looks, i think you should find something more constructive to worry about ;) And

*hugs*

[manaownsmysoul]

*hugs ye* Youre awesome, Izzy! dont forget it.

[melodicrose003]

Aww Izzy, I wish you weren't so hard on yourself since you're so amazing. I know how it feels to be upset with yourself, but the most important thing is that you know that your friends (Especially me) love you and support you. Which we do. About wanting to be skinny and blonde and perfect, I used to do that all the time, but then a very wise person once told me *wink wink* that really over weight people die faster, skinny people have difficulties having babies, and so if you're right in the middle, its the normal-bodied (hips and stomach pudge and all) people who populate the world.

Ha, anyway, I hope you feel better and if you need to talk or anything you know who to call!

[gottaloveafungi]

Ahh izzy...I can just hear you saying that...if you were explaining this to em and I we would both be imatating you right now and laughing, and making that "uh" noise you make that is so amusing...but just know that you were a very entertaining host when I slept over and besides, youi didn't have to be cause your parents were practically babysitting me anyhow :o) My parents would probably pay them if htey wanted lol.

[kaislaruusu]

Thanks guys...I don't mean for these things to be cries for sympathy, but I thank you for your support and friendship! <3, Izzy