I feel torn sometimes, like I'm held up to a higher standard but at the same time people throw the mistakes I've made in the past up in my face. And then I'm like well I could be doing drugs, smoking or drinking now and I'm not. I mean just this past Saturday my ex best friend called and asked me to go to a bar/club with her, and I said no. I am ( Read more... )

To everyone, hope everyone filled up their tummys. God bless.

Chrissy is sick she's got some kind of a bug. Throat hurts, headache, nose is stopped up and stuffy. And she be having the air condition on and its like 44 degress outside.

Aaagoob! Liz with her Dean/Marissa smut! *dies* lakjsdfsdfa. Boooga! Aaagoob! asdjfkl. Liz post it on your LJ! We need to corrupt others, lol.  Damn us! We blame Jensen and Mischa! they are just so damn hot!

This video is love! I've been watching it for the past 2 nights. Its so its hot! is what it is! totally ahhh! hot!

http://www.youtube.com/watch ( Read more... )

I love me mommy! akljfdasfdjlk *faints* *drools* look! sajldkf!


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Okay since me and Liz be left to ourselves we corrupted each other(again) to Dean and Marissa. So we are both writting Dean/Marissa fics. Here's mine, its not done but I thought I would post what I had.

"There you are. I thought you... well... I thought maybe, you had already left or something" She asked, shyly and out of breath as she made it to ( Read more... )

Marissa and Dean....klsadjfasdf. Slay me.


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Sorry for my rant earlier, tonight this person that I thought would never suprised me, suprised me. He saved me, I held him in my arms and we cried together. He saved me from doing something stupid, and I held onto him trying to keep him together.  He is turning into the person I always knew he could be and I'm slowly  becoming the person I was ( Read more... )

8 days till Thanksgiving.

Gee some things to give thanks for this year

1. First year without my dad.
2. Another year without my mom
3. Having to go visit my grandmother, who thinks I'm my mother. Great another reminder that my mom has passed away. Gee can't wait for that. What fun.
4. Won't get to see my sister in law probably because she'll be in ( Read more... )

This is what happens when restaurants don't have bottled water or any lemonade and you are forced to drink Mountain Dew and you've gone months without pop. LOL You've been warned ( Read more... )

That I wrote last week. I need help with a name for it ( Read more... )