RIP JuLeS

[kaitlinkane]

Today was a weird day. Very depressing and upsetting.. Today is 9 months since the accident. When I saw Heather crying this morning, I wanted to break down. The rest of the day was rough to sit through classes and concentrate. ALl I could think about was what I was going to say when I got to Julian's grave. After school, I went by a flower shop and

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[xi4love23you04x]

It really meant a lot to me when you came and gave me a hug this morning. Thank you a lot. I know all of this is hard, and we are all dealing with it in so many different ways. As for me, it's seeing a therapist, reading books on death and dying, and going to talk to Jules. It really really does help a lot. Last night I had a dream that Brad and I were driving south down US1 heading for I guess his house (?) and an accident happened right in front of us. The Accident. The whole thing. It was like I was watching it all over again. (In the dream) Brad kept trying to cover my eyes so I couldn't see it but my curiosity wouldn't let me. I had to see it. It was so weird. Seeing it. The night before the 9 month anniversary. I wished so bad I would have been knocked out during the accident so I wouldn't have to live the rest of my life seeing it, dreaming it, and hearing it in everything I do. I don't know if you watched the OC Thursday night but when that old man died, the only thing I could see was Jules. Because that's exactly how he

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I love you Kaitlin!
Thanks for visiting with me..
you know I am always here for you!
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[_georgia_]

Kait