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I'm sick of my mask...
No more hiding who I am...
I'm real...
And I love him...

Yesterday was the football game.. it was SO long and SO exhausting.. Carli and I fought Norv.. but the cheerleaders got to shake all the football players hands after the game INCLUDING the mascot hahaha lol Carli! ooh yeah, and when your own squad talks shit about you and your best friend.. it's HOTT ( Read more... )

The past week, since I've been home from Atlanta, has been very hard ( Read more... )

I've dealt with my ghosts and I've faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I've found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I'm at peace with myself
I've been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I'm movin' on

I've lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they're ( Read more... )

cOnFusEd...

not sure what I'm gonna do with this situation.. I guess just wait and hope for the best.. I'm not too sure what's going to happen.. we'll see..

Tell me what I have to do tonight
Cause I'd do anything to make it right
Let's be us again
I'm sorry for the way I lost my head
I dont why I said the things I said
Lets be us again

Here I stand with everything to lose
All I know is I dont wanna ever see the end
Baby please, I'm reachin out for you
Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in
Lets be ( Read more... )

not a good past couple of days...

things would be better if I were with him...

and if I got to see him...

<3'in you lots. If you only knew.

Last night was rough.... 600 basically sucked! There were MAYBE 20 people there. Um yeah I don't know if I will be going back ANYTIME soon.

I just remember crying at 600.... another girl answered his phone.... crying so hard in my dad's driveway.... what would you have done? I ended up calling his house and his mom yelled at me=/  but all ( Read more... )

Wishing...

hoping...

and praying...

and loving you...