parents make your life a lot harder than it has to be

May 07, 2005 12:14


so life isnt going as planned right now..
but i guess it rarely does

i hate feeling not good enough for my parents
i hate how they dont trust me...
and how they dont think ive changed
i hate how they think im the same person i was a year ago
i hate the yelling and fighting and lecturing EVERY night
i hate the rules
and the criticizing of every single move ( Read more... )

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crazyfool4u May 7 2005, 21:26:09 UTC
im so sorry ur goin through all that.
im right there with ya on a lot of those things so i know how u feel.
things will get better soon..just hang in there*
i ♥ you girl

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crazyfool4u May 8 2005, 16:27:41 UTC
haha so i hear my dad saw u driving yesterday and called u.
hes such a loser..forgive him<3

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kaitlyn328 May 8 2005, 22:35:03 UTC
hahaha yeah he did
its ok, i missed that man!

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kaitlyn328 May 9 2005, 01:54:31 UTC
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yeah i heard you talk a little bit about being grounded...
it sucks!! haha
but yeah ill finally be back in study tomorrow so we can talk about it then
i hope you had fun at the concert...
i wanna hear about it!
i love you

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ucanbmysunshine May 7 2005, 21:53:29 UTC
it's ok i kno how you feel
i just don't kno how to please them anymore so i just gave up

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kaitlyn328 May 9 2005, 03:24:26 UTC
yeah im about at that point
poop it sucks
i love you girl

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__yourbeauty May 7 2005, 23:13:55 UTC
Hey prettygirl,
I'm sorry things are going bad right now. You really don't deserve it one bit! I know that you have changed, and that you aren't how you used to be. It might take a while for your parents to see that, but I hope they soon will. Things will get better, just in time. I know, that's hard to hear and it's very hard to believe. You are one of the best people I know, so don't change for your parents! If there is anything at all that I can do, tell me. I love you very much!♥.

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kaitlyn328 May 9 2005, 00:48:30 UTC
so i missed you this weekend:0(
sorry about my gay parents.
i know it will get better, i just hope it hurries up!
i love you sososososososo much
and im SO thankful for you
♥!!

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margo2563 May 7 2005, 23:21:40 UTC
i love yoU!!! dont worry bout all this crap..you know what i think about it..but i will be prayin for you, just like you prayed for me when i went through all that drama..dont worry--it will all get better..i love you and you know that i will be right by your side...even if it takes me havin to put in a couple of words with your parents..hmm--that would be interesting..but i love you and you are the greatest person in the world.
You Inspire Me to be the Best that I can be and you truly dont deserve any of this..i wish your parents could see the girl that i see--you are so sweet AND GOOD and perfect AND WONDERFUL and kind AND LOVING and awesome AND SO INCREDIBLY CHRISTIAN AND CLOSE TO GOD THAT IT AMAZES ME THAT YOU ARE FRIENDS WITH ME!! ( AND ALL MY FLAWS) but i love you more than you will ever know and you mean so much to me..and you will make it through this..i love you best friend! you are the best!

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kaitlyn328 May 9 2005, 00:47:34 UTC
margo brooke maples i love you to death
thank you so much for sticking by me
i know it would be so easy for you to just be friends with someone who doesnt have crazy psycho parents haha...
but you choose to stick by me and im so grateful
you are the BEST, seriously.
and of course im friends with you, stupid!
why wouldnt i be?!
youre incredible and im so lucky to have you as my best friend
thanks for going through this with me,
im sorry about all my complaining lately
i love you more than you know
♥!!!

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margo2563 May 9 2005, 03:40:52 UTC
i love you! haha..my life would be incomplete without you. I LOVE YOU! i am so glad that we are best friends..i really dont think i could make it without you!! i love you so so so much! and your complainin isnt bad..and its 100% normal..even though i am not quite sure that we are...("i think im turning japanese, i think im turning japanese, I REALLY THINK SO!!! and "LOOKING BACK AT ME" [yelling) haha..we are funny, no wonder we are seclusive..cause we are sorta kinda weird..but who'da thunk it though? haha i am in an inside joke mood, but i love you!

**and to anyone who i used to be friends with and things are pretty awkward now---
i think you know who you are..
i'm sorry for anything i might have done and can we just go back to being normal? its ridiculous tryin to live our lives not speaking and always being rude and mean to eachother, or when we are "nice" its fake..so this is an apology and i just want things to be ok..im tired of drama and fights and non-friendliness.

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crazyfool4u May 9 2005, 21:16:47 UTC
hey was that bottom part to me?

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smilingspirit May 8 2005, 00:54:45 UTC
hello there.
i'm so sorry that your feeling like that today. it will get better. i've felt like that so many times, it it's so frustrating. but it always gets better, the sun always comes up tomorrow, and you feel like a new person with a new mood that next morning. it's a great feeling. but until then, feel better kaitlyn!& let's go out to dinner one night this week, or another time soon?♥♥♥

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kaitlyn328 May 9 2005, 00:45:03 UTC
hey pretty.
yes...my parents always get so touchy when i get involved with a guy
they dont trust me to make my own decisions
it STINKS
but youre right, maybe tomorrow ill wake up completely renewed:0)
lets hope so, cause this weekend has been a total bust
PLEASE lets go to dinner
that would be wonderful
i love you and thank you♥

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