Well yesterday didn't turn out as bad as i thought it was going to. Mike Gill came over and we watch Alice in Wonderland. Then he had to work. My mom was pretty cool about everything she was proud of me for seeing everything and admitting it. So i have an appointment w/ my therapist and idk i just dont feel like talking so i dont want to go im like ( Read more... )

i wasnt going to drink last night i was happy w/ my 2 vikes and my blunts but then i drink ... i dont wake up for classes my cousins pissed cuz he came to get me and i hate myself so much .... i need to go away for a while i need help i need something i dont want to be like this its not me

everything is so fucking confusing i need to move away from everyone.

well i got my paper done i still have some school work to do but im gunna go hang out w/ bobby since i havent since the begining of the summer and ill come home and do it maybe who knows i have the worst head ache and im so tired. :( i can't wait till the leaves start changing colors!

well i go back to work this week. the partying is strictly weekends smoking cuts down and money comes rolling in. i wanna have a new car by march.

do you really think this is easy on me? i love you iwant to be with you and it sucks we can't agree on anything and that was constantly argue over everything. maybe its me being a btich maybe im sick of relationships and i want to be on my own maybe i want to make friends maybe i want time alone and maybe i want to relax i can't be this on edge all ( Read more... )

Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up ( Read more... )

well friday i closed then went to mikes left around .... 6:30 ugh. saturday went to feddy's and for the first time in a while me and lija split up and i went to Mike's and we smoked and watch aqua team hunger fource for a while it was fun then i left around 4 again. went to the beach w/ my dad the next day and im burnt i fell asleep for a while ( Read more... )

fridays ... all my friends were there.... matt lipsets..... then all the way to canton to mikes. i dunno i will never talk to you again the way you disrespected me like that if you even think for once second that i will give you the time of day think again. other than people sucking ... i had an awesoome night and im closing tomorrow and i have 1 ( Read more... )

the more people i meet the more things the more nights i spend w/o him i realize that Thomas Leo O'Leary is the love of my life and no one is ever going to make me feel the way he does and i love him more than anyone will know and i cannot wait for 2 years in florida and being w/ you ever day of my life for the rest of time.