Ian left Friday morning for cruise..he called me Friday night to come get him b/c they had to turn around.

So we are saying goodbye all over again tonight.... its one of the most painful things (plus I had duty this whole weekend). I know when I drop him off again tomorrow I'm going to feel like I'm dying inside. Six and a half months is too long ( Read more... )

Every time you have to leave I realize even more how much I love you.
I went out one night thinking I was getting free dinner and ended up with a house, a ton of memories, one the greatest men ever, its only been 3 years and I'm sure we have a lot more coming. So bring it...

Dear life,
Sometimes I want to rush you by, sometimes I want you to stand still... right now is no different.

Duty on Christmas... almost as cool as getting shot in the head. Its kind of sad, I'm missing Jersey and my family but Ian and I had a nice Christmas Eve, it was awesome to celebrate our first Christmas Eve together in our new house (not that we decorated or anything, our tree is pathetic). We went to our friends for an early dinner then back to ( Read more... )

Baking cookies and drinking too much expensive whine.... im ready for some hardcore cuddling and bed :) I feel fulfilled <3 if only I didn't have to get up at 0500....

There is a hole in the hull of Ian's ship, but he is home safe, a little late and not for long but he's home and it felt sooo good to sleep in his arms again :) Distance makes you appreciate each other so much more. I had a great Thanksgiving with my mom, Tara, Adam, Ian and Seth. April stopped by for a while, too. Ian and i both have duty ( Read more... )

I am so angry and wanting to throw up in my mouth right now I can't even write... it could always be worse, right? FTN!

5 days and a wake up :)

I am finally out of Sea Duty/Over Seas Screenings... I am working in ADMIN. Not very Corpsman like but Im just grateful to be out of SDS! ::Sigh:: I hope this is a little easier!!! I just want to play with puss...

I went to bed late last night, was running late for work today, had a slightly stressful day, found out some plans I had with Ian might have fell through (thanks again Navy!)... BUT when I got home there was a note on my door that I had a delivery dropped off at my neighbors. So I went to get it and it was flowers from Ian with a really sweet card ( Read more... )