I do try to like people. I honestly do. Trust me, if I didn't there would be many more impaired people in this world. But you have to admit there are some times when that angel on my shoulder whispering "Ignore that crowbar in the corner" doesn't sound too convincing. There are days when I'm fairly certain someone is constantly standing just out of ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely expecting too much coherency out of this post. Just kind of wanted to get some thoughts out, maybe get some feedback. Mostly the former.

At any rate, it's now... what? The ninth of August? So that puts most of us only weeks away from beginning college. And yet, so many people seem to insist on acting like juveniles. I guess a magic ( Read more... )

Today I got the news that I've been expecting yet dreading for a few weeks now. It wasn't that it was a shock, I just didn't want to hear it I guess.
My male Golden Retriever, Gonzo, has been sick for a couple of weeks now; he had digestion problems which led to him refusing all food for the past four days and eating very little before that. We ( Read more... )

I don't want you, to feel sorry for me;
You never gave us, a chance to be.

And I don't need you, to be by my side,
To tell me, that everything's alright.
I just wanted you, to tell me the truth.
You know I'd do that for you.

So why are you running away?
Why are you running away?

Cause I did enough, to show you that I
Was willing to give, and ( Read more... )

The days have been going so slowly lately. It annoys me as they drag on almost endlessly, yet when they're over, it's not like there was a point in getting to the end; it was just the end of another day to be met by the beginning of another.

I used to wake up each day with that one special thing to look forward to; I used to  spend each moment ( Read more... )

It's early, but it's Christmas ( Read more... )

So before you ask, here's the breakdown of what went on while away from school:

-Slept. A lot.
-Had a few good days.
-Had two emotional breakdowns.
-Got in a car accident.

So I think it's best to finish this break the same way it started: wondering what the hell is going on and crying.

Goodnight.

I always figured repetition over time led to increased strength, both physically and emotionally. Maybe it's because I'm used to only fleeting ties with people - in all honesty I tend to only hold on to friends for a few years. After a while, the annoyances and the hardships aren't as noticeable, but maybe that's due to a built up apathy. But the ( Read more... )

People are massively selfish creatures. It makes you wonder if we evolved that way out of necessity or if there's some higher power just fucking with us all. Obviously, I do selfish things; who doesn't? What really bothers me are those people who act selfishly at highly inappropriate moments. Yes yes, I know there isn't a good time to be selfish, ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to wonder if quitting this early was a good idea. Not just financially but emotionally. It's more than the fact that I really miss a lot of the people I work with (which is why when I buy something it takes me an hour to leave the store), but the free time I get because of not working has kinda started prodding at my often teetering ( Read more... )