Don't make me laugh, I do what I want;
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only held me down.
To these insecurities, the little things I'd rather forget,
To the crushing, unforgiving clutch of reality,
one that's impossible to struggle free of.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only pulled me in;
the gravity of this dystopian world,
the creation of these faceless people,
with their senseless logic and mindless rules.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only woke me up,
from my deep, blissful slumber;
and thrust me into the cold midnight air, alone;
where silence rings throughout.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for every time I reach for the brightest star,
the only shimmer of hope,
it only grew further from my out stretched hand,
just like the world around me did.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only revealed these ugly scars,
the memories of a distant past I've been trying to hide.
Instead, they're telling me who I am,
and who I should be.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
But it never did.
And so I did it myself.
To whom it may concern:
I'm glad this will all be over.
In fact, I'm so happy I'm counting down the hours.
And you know what? I realised that I'm no longer afraid. Of myself, or of you.
I've got nothing to lose. Not anymore, anyway.
You can take all you want from me.
Because in another 15 hours, it will no longer matter.
On another note, sorry minuteglass for not completing the SHINee pimp post as promised D: I'm really stressed by some serious screwed up shit stuff these days, but I should be able to get it out on Sunday? :/ Sorry for all the delays >__> I'm just not in the mood for it, yeah?
EDIT: Just realised how strangely appropriate my icon is for this post.
I never did believe that, for it only held me down.
To these insecurities, the little things I'd rather forget,
To the crushing, unforgiving clutch of reality,
one that's impossible to struggle free of.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only pulled me in;
the gravity of this dystopian world,
the creation of these faceless people,
with their senseless logic and mindless rules.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only woke me up,
from my deep, blissful slumber;
and thrust me into the cold midnight air, alone;
where silence rings throughout.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for every time I reach for the brightest star,
the only shimmer of hope,
it only grew further from my out stretched hand,
just like the world around me did.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
I never did believe that, for it only revealed these ugly scars,
the memories of a distant past I've been trying to hide.
Instead, they're telling me who I am,
and who I should be.
Someone once told me that the truth would set me free.
But it never did.
And so I did it myself.
To whom it may concern:
I'm glad this will all be over.
In fact, I'm so happy I'm counting down the hours.
And you know what? I realised that I'm no longer afraid. Of myself, or of you.
I've got nothing to lose. Not anymore, anyway.
You can take all you want from me.
Because in another 15 hours, it will no longer matter.
On another note, sorry minuteglass for not completing the SHINee pimp post as promised D: I'm really stressed by some serious screwed up shit stuff these days, but I should be able to get it out on Sunday? :/ Sorry for all the delays >__> I'm just not in the mood for it, yeah?
EDIT: Just realised how strangely appropriate my icon is for this post.