Hey, listen up.
Stop treating everyone around you like crap, cut out the holier-than-thou act. You're just a normal person with an inflated ego, which you stuff in everyone's faces, expecting them to believe you.
You're not really that great as you claim. Stop lying to yourself. Not by trying to become something that you're not is going to get you a damn scholarship. Not one that's going to get you to MIT anyway. Not one that's going to help you get a damn PHD which, I'm guessing, you're going to stuff it in my face again.
I'm sick of hearing how I'm inferior to you. Because I don't quite see how. Even when all the bare facts are laid out in front of you, you continue to deny the reality, any possibility that I am, perhaps, maybe not as stupid and naive as you picture me to be.
The one thing I've always hated is being called stupid. It's one of the biggest insults you can give to anyone, in my opinion. And I have tried, endless, to prove to you, to prove to myself that I'm not in anyway worse off than you.
Oh wait, I'm sorry, I forgot. You don't give a damn about what I think either.
It's my mistake.
Well, neither do I. Not anymore, anyway.
I can never expect you to change anymore; goodbye.
Eep, sorry to keep posting rantings on my LJ, but sometimes I just need to get things off my chest. Maybe I'm just unhappy by nature so I always find something to complain about =__=
Uh, I got a tumblr recently :D It's great how there's a tumblr for all sorts of ridiculous nonsense, I follow everything from fuckyeahdomokun to allthingseurope, and I really love all the pictures there. And the ridiculous macros of Taemin fetching chicken for Onew, I always end up guffawing at the screen.
I don't post anything substantial there, except my fics which I relocated but suck anyway so no harm done mostly I just reblog nonsense. It's fun though, but I still find twitter more addictive 8)