I'm trying to decide if I should post the journal I had when I went to Japan a few years ago or not. I want to share my experience but not sure yet lol

woot woot, got my copy of the visualive dvd this morning. yeah me

woot woot, got my copy the visualive dvd this morning. yeah me

woot woot just got my copy of the visualive dvd this morning. yeah me

ok so I counted from February 18 and 40 should end on the 29th of March...which is today, but I don't know if I should keep to my original plan or wait like everyone else untill the 4th of April? I mean this is by far the longest I have gone with no GACKT in my life....and it hurts like hell lol. so someone tell me should make today my last day, or ( Read more... )

23 more days left to go.... I still hanging on, it's not as hard as before but still. can't even watch most of my youtube videos lol

oh man it's been 2 weeks since I started lent...and it still hurts lol. I know I'm missing out on sooo much right now i can feel it lol. the good thing is I'm listening to other musician's. I was listening to my ACCESS music the other day and was "wow I so remember why I feel in love with them in the first place ( Read more... )

oh man the first time I've been on here in a few days and I can just check on everything else but "him" lol. I part of me wants to break it for a day just so I can feel just a little happy lol

my friend and I decided to do Lent this year for fun, so I'm going to try and give up.......GACKT. *looks around* I know this will be hard since I realized that not a day goes by that there isn't something " GACKT" realated lol. so *crosses fingers* I hope I can do this.......or at least get half way lol

Yesterday morning my father passed away in his sleep. Even though the last time I saw him was in '07 I had just recently got back in contact with him. he was trying to start over. I love you dad R.I.P =(