KATIEWALL!
anonymous
October 12 2004, 14:26:55 UTC
katiewall! i wish that i could have been home to see you! and maggie! But hopefully I will see you very soon! And I did have a ton of fun in NYC seeing my brother and shannon and sara and anna...well i will ttyl my fave! love your fave (Maryellen Dance)
I'm so sorry to hear how much you hate to think about the old times you and others had. Its hard to think that the ones that meant so much to you are now the ones you flinch when you see. It's really quite sad. But its good to hear that you are building new and better things... just remember that forgetting those you once loved will cause you never to know somethings that happened that you shouldve known. ~anonymous
Thank you for your comment. It's much appreciated that you view my site. However, I believe you may have misunderstood my post. I don't hate to think about the old times. It's just difficult to watch people pass you by in a place that you shared so many memories with them. I don't hate them. I hate what we've become. Also, I'm not the one to flinch when I see them. There are times when I would love more than anything to just hug them and tell them that I love them. But because of our past, because of a series of horrible events that have happened between us, that just won't happen. Actually I'm not trying to say that I want that to happen. I've been told on several accounts that I'm a much happier person without these people in my life. These people have hurt me very badly and, yes, I will admit that I am partially to blame. Yet, I'm still very angry. Very hurt. In spite of that, I still think about them very frequently. In response to your final sentence, I appreciate your concern but I will never forget the memories I've made.
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i wish that i could have been home to see you! and maggie! But hopefully I will see you very soon! And I did have a ton of fun in NYC seeing my brother and shannon and sara and anna...well i will ttyl my fave!
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