In an odd headspace

[kalanasse]

That my dad has passed away has finally sunk into my brain. I'm going to his memorial in San Diego next weekend. It's been over a month, but I still expect him to call me on the phone at some point. I haven't deleted his phone number yet. I just can't seem to do it. Sometimes I'm doing things that remind me of him and I smile. Sometimes I burst

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San Diego and other things

[bagelfather]

In April of 05 when my friend Terry (whom I gamed with) died it took me over a year to remove him from my phone directory. I don't know how many months it was before I removed my mom's information from my phone. It is those little things which connect you.

The healing process is a long road and varies from person to person. For myself it is four years and I feel an odd disconnect as if she wasn't there, and yet was.

We both have friends in the San Diego area, and it is an ugly scene. I wish you the best. Are you flying down or are you driving down? If you are driving down and want company (I have people I could visit) let me know.

[baka_kit]

(((hugs)))